Friday, August 18, 2006
It seems as though it has been an eternity since our paths have crossed. Since I have seen that sprit of yours that makes me all warm and tingly inside. Too many moons have passed since I last felt you near but for some reason I get the sensation that this time your stay will continue uninterrupted. I’ll beg. I will cry those yummy tears of shame if only you wont go. Sometimes I wonder if you leave me to fail so that you are able to rescue me and witness the reconstruction. Either way, I have long since made my peace with you because I finally realized that a generous measure of your appeal has much to do with your alluring sadism. That even though your confidence belittles me in a masochistic, domineering sort of way, watching your commandment empowers me to behave as though I were a woman on the verge.